I didn't pull a card yesterday because I was emotionally and spiritually drained. In those times, I'm sure it would be extremely beneficial to have something to look to, but I wasn't ready to make peace enough to go through my deck. I also didn't want that negativity on the cards I just cleansed.
I've been having really bad insomnia lately which is also adding to the feeling of disconnect. I actually woke up around 1am last night (after falling asleep around 9ish) and freaked out my roommate who was just coming home from work. I was only half asleep and when he came through the door I still thought it was early and yelled at who I thought was a stranger entering my house.
After waking up again at 4, and falling back asleep for a couple of hours, I finally deemed it okay to get out of bed. I made some hot cocoa coffee (it's delicious if you've never tried it) and relaxed enough to pull a Goddess card.
This morning Eireen came to me. Goddess of Peace. She says "There is no need to worry, as everything is working out beautifully."
I know, every card can probably be applied to every situation if you try hard enough. I'm not here to put on airs and pretend everything I see is gospel.
I just love seeing the magic in the days.
I was literally not at peace yesterday. I wasn't up to touching my cards and I freaked out in my own home.
Then Peace came.
It's just nice when everything comes together.
Peace and Love Always,
Andy
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