I have been binge watching Supernatural the last few weeks, so there's your prelude, kind of (no, this is not a naughty dream).
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I wake up in a trailer with Jared (Sam) and Jensen (Dean) and other members of the crew. I am a part of it. I am the female lead on the show, which if you watch it at all, you know there isn't one (other than Ruby-I'm in the beginning of Season 5). So I'm a small, but important and reoccurring character. And apparently Jared and I have been dancing around something.
We all share a small living situation. A room with a bunch of separate beds, a small kitchen, bathroom and other little necessities. We all live in one trailer, like a traveling musical group rather than actors. In our bedroom, Jensen's bed is to my right, Jared's is by my feet, one of my real life friends (though I'm not sure which-let's say 'Jane' so that I can refer to her later) is to my left, and there are others around for the crew, managers, etc.
We're on set one day, and I am just tired of this dancing, so I call Jared over, fix his tie, pull him down, and just give him a quick peck on the lips. He looks super surprised so I'm a bit embarrassed, and I leave to do my scene.
Jump to that night, and we're all in bed like little kids, tucked in and waiting on a bedtime story.
Jared, slides under my covers from the foot of my bed, all the way up to me. And he kisses me. Super simple, no intense, gross makeout session. Just kind of testing where we stand. We're being quiet, but you know, we're all close together and there's a very large person in my bed. Our manager walks in by the foot of Jensen's bed holding a clipboard and starts going through what we accomplished that day and our schedule for tomorrow. And then she starts handing out Superlatives (think High School, senior year). I don't know if they're cast votes, or audience. It would make more sense for them to be audience, but I'm not sure. She gets to me and I am voted the Most Likely to be a Supernatural Slut. I let out a very indignant "Hey," and Jensen starts giggling, as again, I do have a large man in my bed. No on says anything, however, except for people to project that it's obviously a joke or they don't know me very well.
Jump to later the next day and we're all in the kitchen, watching Jared attempt to cook. He's got some sort of greens in a pan and is cooking them with a kind of chili sauce. We all jokingly make fun of him for not really knowing what he's doing.
After dinner we lie in bed together and Jared starts talking about preparing chicken breasts properly, but is making it super sexual. My mom's on set that day so even though she knows we're kind of together, I keep interjecting whenever it get's too out of hand to make it clear we're talking about chicken.
You know how dreams can jump and change subject matter with no warning? That's what happens next.
I am still in a trailer with friends, including Jane and I think I am still part of Supernatural, but that's no longer a concern for me. It feels really distant.
It's nighttime and I decide to go out dancing with my real life college friend Michael, whom I don't see very often, and Jane. We go out to a club, and the Muppets are the performers. It's more Jazz than club music, but everyone's still dancing wild. Michael and I have always had a solid real world connection and we split off to dance. We talk about how cool it must be to be a Muppet, because you get all this fame without people really knowing who you are (we mean the puppeteers and voices, even though we can't see them) and also that they get access to these kinds of ridiculous gigs, like when Miss Piggy was a judge on Project Runway. Michael and I have awesome rhythm and are dancing like pros, with lots of spins, dips, and turns. It's a lot of fun and soon Michael and I are getting a little too close. Both in the real world and in my dream, he has a girlfriend. But in the dream, it didn't seem like either of us wanted to care.
I feel like this was part of my Supernatural dream because first off, Jane was in both parts, even if I don't remember who she actually is. Also, I was thinking about Jared while on the dance floor. Not like I was actively cheating on him if we were a couple, or in a distant way thinking of a break up or falling out. I just kind of had him on my mind every once in a while.
I have never knowingly been with anyone who had a significant other and I had that thought in my dream too, but I was rationalizing with Michael that I wasn't [insert real name here], I was [insert stage name here], so it didn't count.
I don't remember if anything actually happened between us, but I do know we danced til close, including doing something akin to the Electric Slide haha. The Muppets were shutting down their set and heading out. I saw Statler and Waldorf (the hecklers) leave and Sweetums too on his bike. They were heading to this big party full of debauchery and it was really strange to hear them talking about it.
Picture these guys talking about a sex party at your own risk.
As we were leaving the club, we jumped into a cab, but realized Jane wasn't with us. The cab had rows and rows of empty seats, so we asked him to wait, while we called for our friend. I saw my best friend from home, Lauren, and her sister waiting in line to get into another cab and for some reason I didn't want to call to her. I think I was embarrassed to be out with Michal since he has a girlfriend.
We waited for Jane for a few minutes, but then without warning, the cabby drove off. As we left, we saw a bunch of Muppets chickens being crazy and partying in the street.
And that, my dears, was my messed up dream.
All the best, from my crazy mind to yours,
Andy <3
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